Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Too Good To Be True

I think I've made up my least for now la..
Theme: Heaven on Earth
Concept: Campo2 - Traditional + Contemporary
Color: Hmmm..still can't fix this part..Last 2 days was Cream+Gold, yesterday it was Lavender, today it's pure white, tomorrow???
Flowers: I'm a weirdo who don't really like flowers. But if i had to, lily will be my choice for the moment..

395 days to stick on this..Bole ke?
Gatal segala..
Sok tukar lagi..
Paling lama pun 1 week je tahan ni

Mental Theraphy

Stress relieves
Amazing, isn't it?
Berpinar2 bijik mataku..

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

My Perfect Diet


This is my recent addiction..
The new Delicia Butterscotch from Gardenia..
Memang betul2 sedapla..tagline dia xtipu..
It's been my breakfast, my quick lunch, my hi-tea, and my supper
My munchy2 masa tengok sinetron indon malam2 with my mum.
Pekena ngan kopi susu memang pergghhh..
Still boikot Nescafe ni. Rase cam telan darah Palestinian jer.
And I'm eating one while typing this entry!

Note 1: 3 days left for the mekap-mekap contest poll. I'm excited giler. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to all my dearest voters!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Sissy Me

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

I was watching the movie Bukit Kepong recently, and I dropped my tears AGAIN. It's not the first though. I remember watching the movie for the very first time when I was little, about 6-7 years old if not mistaken. Masa kecik tu pun dah bengkak2 mata nangis especially when the seargent (hensem woo mase tu) terkorban. Kecik2 pun dah tau nilai hensem. I watched the movie many times before. And everytime I watched it, my tears dropped lagi. I am absolutely bersemangat sket tang filem2 patriotik ni. Today, mata saye bengkak lagi. Astro tayang lagi citer ni..

It occurs to my mind, how fortunate today's Malaysian army. Tak perlu berperang pun, gaji besar. Duduk dalam office atas kerusi empuk and air cond yang nyaman, pencen masuk jugak. If the widows tend to remarried pun pencen tak kena cut off. If the husbands die, the wives will get his pention, along with insurance lagi. In comparison, army dulu2 yang gaji sikit, pencen apela sangat. The wives ramai pulak jadi widows at young age, anak kecik2 lagi. Tapi if remarried, then the late husband's pention kena slush. Insurance ade ke masa tu? Yet, derang fight berungguh2 for our country. Hutang mereka pada anak cucu terbayar.

Sekarang ni, hutang kita pada anak cucu kita boleh bayar ke?

Friday, April 24, 2009

Thoughtful Thoughts


I'm old, at least I think so. My bones are kerepots, ache here and there. My eyesight is getting worst. I think I'm calmer now. Dah tak garang sangat. I think..

I'm starting to like kids. I'm thinking of marriage. Yes, I think I'm old. Baru 25, yet I felt like I should have settled down. Settled with my career, and my life as well. Career? Dulu kala masa muda2 I want to be this and that. Now, nak kawen and dok rumah je. Jaga makan minum husband and kids. Some people disagree on that, but I think I'm simply tired with office politics and harassment. Nevertheless being a boss and a boss's daughter made me felt less miserable on handling both the politics and harassment as well. I chose not to look for other jobs anymore. I chose to take the road not taken. I think I'm settled. I think..

I was born on December. People say I'm 25. On the other hand, baru je masuk 24th last December. That makes me feel older some more. People say I looked older than fiance. Yeke? I felt older again. People thought Mak and I are sisters. Iyeke? Being the eldest makes me feel older, much much older.

I'm not tense. No, I'm not. It's just..I dunno..

Have a great weekend everyone..

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Keeping my fingers crossed!


Kesengalan jelas nyata. Adakah ini sengal namanya?

I entered a makeup competition by mekap-mekap.blogspot. It's just so not me. Anyhow, I'd just try my luck. Who knows? It's quit fun though..Enjoy pulak main color2 ni..

And so here it is, my Deadly Sin..

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The regulations stated that the theme should be inspired from a princess. So I chose Puteri Bunian (though I was thinking of Ariel from Disney's Little Mermaid initially). After submission and closing date, rase cam Ariel ni lagi cantik pulak. Memang gatal. Gatal segala..

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Tapela..just for fun kan..But if the lucky star shines upon me bagus jugak. Winners are based on vote count. Bolehla visit Mekap-mekap's blog for voting. So bolehla vote makeup yang rase2nya cantik dimata.

Note 1: Syabas ahCong berjaya buat sizzling mee! Though it happened to be more like a mee sup ayam..

Monday, April 20, 2009

Nervous, Shouldn't I?


Countdown is only for 1 year now (minus the last 1 month for dormant period). Should have start the book from now. Banyaknye..I think I need a new P.A. Hampeh je cuti tak bagitau pun minah ni. Or perhaps a communicator ey yang?

Money, I need more money..

And I need you..

Kamu tade. Who's gonna help me on the choosing part?? I can book by myself, but for choices available? Who's gonna do the arguments with me? Card, dress, camno? Banyak la keje kamu bulan puasa kamu balik nanti. No rest for you honey, absolutely no. No no no no no..No raya celebration pun..

Cam tak puas lagi je berdarah manis ni..

Sunday, April 19, 2009

My Definition of Impressiveness

I'm impressed..

It might be too late for me to get impressed. Though 90% of the movie makers are non-muslim, but then kira ok la Malaysia managed to create an improvised version of animation movie/series. Compared to Kluang Man ke Putih ke, this one is way much better. The first time I watched this, I can't believe my own eyes. Syabas bete..At last ada jugak citer Crusades ni from Islamic perspective. Asyik derang je yang nak jadi hero. Asyik derang je yg nak jadi baik. Asyik derang je yang nk bias.

Keep up the good work people. Thumbs up! Thank you aChong sayang...:)

Friday, April 17, 2009

It's not PMS


Eeee..kebengangan. I'm supposed to attend a course which was postponed before to this week. And now postponed lagi to the next 3 weeks. Professional ke tak ni? Hampeh je.

And so ape lagi, I immediately called up and fire la. Tapi teringat kat ahCong yang selalu taught me the method of effective firing. So I talked softly la kan. Rasenye ok kot. Tadela cam pompuan nak menopaus. Plus I only talked to her P.A, bukannya tuan punya badan. There's no point of shooting the messenger.'s not PMS tau. My act was totally not affected by emotions. Waras and relevant lagi.

So weekend ni cari brush untuk kamu! Ya kamula..kamu yang selalu postpone tu. If it has to be postpone again for the third time, I will claim my deposit. Kalau derang bleh je cakap 'tarikh tidak boleh ditukar'. Habis yang derang suka2 tuka tuki tu bleh je.. Hampeh tul..Beso sangat ke pangkat kamu? No no, bukan kamu sang P.A..kamu tuan punya badan tu.

Again, it's not PMS. Nope. I don't think so.

Have a great weekened everyone. Have a really great one.

Thursday, April 16, 2009


Eee..sedang membenci people who lurve to cucuk and dicucuk..

I still can't figure out how they live their lives mencucuk-ing. Enjoy sangat ke ek to see friends not talking to each other, can't even bare to look at each other? Syok sangat ke? If treat them with complete ignorance pun still kena cucuk. Perhaps this is one of the way to tambah pahala kot. If tak sabar pun bleh tambah dosa gak. Kesian dia kena fire lately. It's just cucuk-ing at the wrong place wrong time. Cucuk-ing in public plak tu. Enjoy la sume orang tau kamu mencuck? You're becoming your mom in every way, lady.

Do I look like so sedap to be cucuk-ed? I mean, I've been cucuk-ed in every phase of my life. During my schooldays, uni, work..matrik je safe zone. Tu pun probably because I chose to be invisible.

I'm simply hating it.

I'm fat. I really hate it when I'm fat. On the contrary, people said I need to gain more weight. When I can't fit into my working slack pants, that indicates that I am fat. When I'm wearing jeans and can see muffins, that indicates I gained extra fats. And when I look at my recent picture and see ada lebihan isi on my cheek that terkeluar from my tudung shape, that indicates that I have double chin. Triple, maybe.

I hate it when I'm already full, nevertheless can't resist to makan lagi whatever cooked by Mak. Lately, I'm eating 5 waktu sehari semalam.

I hate it the most when I can't wake up earlier, that I reached office later than my boss. Tunggu masa je boss cakap to me 'Good morning, boss'..

Lambatnya nak tunggu weekend, and beberapa weekend lagi, dan lagi, dan lagi..Weekend when you're back in town.

Note 1: Text translation is so not easy for me.
Note 2: I'm starting to feel bored with tudung Ekin ni, after spending a lot of cash on it. Sengal, I admit it..

Wednesday, April 15, 2009


I'm bored, and this is what I did..

I'm trying to find my mood on writing a proposal. Currently, I can't think of any phrase. Belum naik syeikh lagi. Dah telan lots of caffein. My teeth had turned yellowish, yet no idea came in. Gula naik lagi ade.

And so here I am, babbling here and there. Dengan satu harapan dan tujuan: NAK CARI MOOD kononnyela...

Mengapakah kesengalan melanda kepala otakku hari ni? Dah lama tak telan semut pun. Asar pun tak tido jugak. Yet, still sengal then. Perlukah main game dulu then only can gain my mood? But I already promised ahCong not to beat his score. Camne nak buat ni...

Staffs were looking at me as if I'm so serious, paying my full concentration typing the proposal. Padahal laju je babbling on the blog.

According to Chinese calendar, I was born in the year of Rat. I guess I'm a nocturnal, can work effectively only at night.

I should work from home. I really should..

Monday, April 13, 2009


Asslammualaikum w.b.t

It was late evening, on the 10th day of April in the year 2009. That was when my preggy besty is no longer preggy as she delivered her beautiful daughter, Nur Hanna Yasmin. Besty was really struggling for her life and baby precious's at that time. Thank goodness no complications neither epidural injected. Everything went in the normal way, just as she always wants it to be.

Baby Yasmin has her father's hair, and her mother's beautiful eyes.

So cute, isn't she? Reminds me of the baby in the movie Ice Age..

As for me, I am truly delighted, excited, and feels like can't wait to have my own. Ngeee...Gatal dah ni. Well, besty kept her promise not to tell me the whole painful part of the delivery. As such, I'm not so scared to have my own right now.

Baby Yasmin and her godmother :)

How touched to have hold her in my ams...How honored to be called 'Mommy' by baby Yasmin. I'm addressed as Aunty Z (glamour ko..) by nephews and niece from fiance's side whilst fiance as Ayah Chik. Now baby Yasmin addressed me as Mommy, as for fiance pulak Ayah Wan dah ler..

Kidding, Daddy Wan la..

Happy happy me...(^_^)v

Note 1: I'm torn in between. Once again, to be or not to be..

Friday, April 10, 2009

Current Addiction

Ally Macbeal
Have you ever watched the series before?
I remember being addicted to it since I was 15..
Nape ntah..

Paling suke masa ni...
Ada this one time, me and besty were addicted to the song.
I think kitorang ada menari2 this song kot back during school days.
Masa tu berangan cam nak jadi lawyer plak kononnye..

More Barry White,

During John's birthday...
Almost all casts are here

Currently I'm watching the series again.
Right from the very first season, first episode.
Terasa muda kembali..eceh!
I'm still with FRIENDS..
No betrayal exists.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

I Hope...


Hari ni banyak sekali kejutan from Pak Najib ye (Pak Najib, labeled by my almarhum Ketua Bahagian). Apa pun, yang penting jemaah menteri yang baru ni would make my life simpler. Banyak peluang cerah ni. Amiin...

Of all the kejutans, what caught my happiness the most, is when the phrase 'Khairy tidak tersenarai' appears. Sukeeee....Harapnya kurangla corruption ni. Hopefully, it's a one step for a major leap la to banish corruptions and frauds. Hope to see UMNO as no longer a corruption party. Hope to jatuh cinta lagi dengan perjuangan parti ini. Hope to berjuang dengan ikhlas hati lagi for jentera pilihanraya akan datang. Hope to be ikhlas, and no more paksa rela sebab tak nak derhaka pada parti. Hope to senang hati nye pangkah muka calon in the next election, with no more rasa cam Hang Tuah gitu..for the sake of tamo derhaka2 kononnya.

Alhamdulillah, dengan senang hatinya muka2 menteri yang cam sial digugurkan from kabinet. Sayap Pak Lah dah tade, nevertheless kesian Azalina jadik mangsa keadaan. She's good, very mesra rakyat. Tapi inilah reality politik. Nak kata apa kan. Though there are still remaining ugly faces in the cabinet, I just hope that they can govern well.

The two UTKs who were sentenced to death ni pulak, rasa cam citer ala2 Prison Break gitu. Speaking of which, bila ntah nak kuar season baru ni. Sudah kerinduan sama itu Scofield..

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Caught by Amy

I was Tagged, by Cik Amy....

Tajuk : Gambar Profile Terbaik

1. Letakkan gambar profile anda
Mmm..If you notice I had no profile picture la..Tapi ni yang previous punya..
Ok kot...

2. Terangkan apa maksud gambar itu
Entah ek...Tade maksud la. Saya malu kot. Shy2 gitu..Heh..Yoolah..

3. Kenapa pilih atau letak gambar tu?
Sebab it was my most recent picture at that time. Since ahCong's absence saya jarang2 & kadang2 je amek gambo..

4. Tag 5 lagi blogger
Pn. Aleya
Kak Nik


Gone With The Wind


Today, I'm being positive. Nape ntah. I woke up this morning with a very good feeling. Perhaps dapat mimpi kot. And so I went to MARA dengan semangat nye. Since It's a weekday, I chose to go by LRT then. Cramp kang kakiku nak drive balik if I go by car.

As I entered the main entrance of Medan MARA, terpana beberapa kali for a few bridal boutiques yang tayang baju cantikla amaattt. Fokus adalah perlu kepada nawaitu ku. And so I ignored the charms.

Langkah kanan gua. Today hari MARA bertemu pelanggan rupanya. So I went and asked tons of questions la kan, just to clear my doubts. Took home few flyers with me. Unfortunately, that was not the only item that I took home with.

Dengan kaki kiri yang gatalnya, I melangkah penuh laju tanpa hala tuju. Sedar2 je dah kat depan Ariani (yooo..lahhh)..Ngeeee...Despite the flyers, I also took home 3 scarfs with me. After spending hours at Ariani which was more than I spent at MARA, terasa kaki mula melecet pakai heels. And so I walked back to the LRT Bandaraya station.

Cisss..kataku di dalam hati. Escalator to the LRT station tepi Sogo ni tutup plak for construction. Tade choice, it's either I went for the hard furtherst way, or I just bypass into the Sogo. Since my kaki was melecet already, and the weather and dusts lagi, bypass seems to be a better option at that time. And so, knowing the temptations of splendor ahead, I memberanikan diri melangkah masuk.

Dengan terlupa nak baca Bismillah, I ter-accidentally stopped by at a few perfume and fragrances booth. Dengan nawaitu yang baik, since I had no chance to celebrate Abah's birthday yesterday (oh ahCong, you belum wish lagi ek yang?) so I bought him a present la.

Altogether what did I brought home kawan2? Niat asal nak bawak balik apa je? Should be costless kan...And now??

And so goes my day. RM1k gone with the wind. I guess bila lama terperap kat rumah, nilah natijahnye..

Note 1: I'm accepting ahCong's challenge: I'll burn out my calories tomorrow!
Note 2: I'm postponing ahCong's 2nd challenge: I'll learn the masak later la..
Note 3: My besty should be in the labor room by now. I hope so..Lama dah ni

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I'm Not Moving

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on the cardboard, got a picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am
Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you
Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
I'm not moving...

I'm listening to the song..
I cried and cried, again and again...
Nak camp in my sleeping bag la..
Back to the corner where I first saw him
Baru dia balik kot...
Crying 2

Errr...which corner ek? Lupa sudah...

Sunday, April 5, 2009

A Movie I Watched


Last night me and family went for a midnite movie, Fast and Furious 4. Sangat best (Jumpa Han lagi..yay!!). And sangat sedih as well. I tried not to shed my tears when Letti dies. I'd say 4 stars for this movie. This is the best part of the saga. The fastest and most furious. Here is the trailer, enjoy!

Looking forward for Transformers 2!

Oh kami berjaya smuggled adik kami yang tak cukup umur into the cinema hall for this movie :)

Saturday, April 4, 2009


Listen to the song of Sempurna
Mesti ingat kat dia
Nape ntah..
Even though kita tau dia bukan manusia sempurna
For some reasons, kita rasa dia cukup sempurna
At least di mata kita..
Tapi kita bukanlah sempurna mana pun
Kita rasa thankful dia rasa kita pun sempurna di mata dia
Kita nak buat apa saja untuk dia
Sampailah kita menutup mata
Mampu ke?

Friday, April 3, 2009

One Step at a Time

It's not useless,
It's just being different.
It's not a failure,
It's a chance to become better.
It's not a quit,
It's a benchmark to move on..

Conclusion: I love being myself
And I love myself even more
Kamu pun love me kan?

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Fooling April


Muehehehe...I'm not gonna blog about being fooled in April here, in contrast of what was stated by the title. This morning (noon, actually) as I was in combat and wars (Special Forces, Pirates, Vampire Wars, and also Fashion Wars, thanks to FB!) I was surprised by my new business card. Ngehehehe..

I am not sure of my JD lah. So far I only attended seminars and took exams, licenses, tu je. What more should I do? I went to office once a month (hampeh je..) other than that? Adela sket talked about company profile, chemicals. Tu je kot. Even though I had my own personal room in the office, but I spent most of the time working from home. Sukati je. Kalah boss.

It's hard being a boss's daughter. It's really damn hard, believe me. Serba salah je hidup. The worste part is when I stayed late in the office and tak pegi lunch pun, staffs mula tak dok diam. I'm becoming the eyes and ears of the boss. No, I think it's not the worste, it's the best lah!

Hey, I think I'm jobless no more. Should I declare it officially? I mean working from home is still considered as work, right? Boleh ke? Boleh la....

Note 1: I'm saying NO to April Fool for this REASON. Click!