Monday, November 16, 2009

Mood swing~*

Hush..hush....

Booked lots of vendors last week.  Previously I was busy with my wedding preps, all because we had to shift the date. Now that I am finally at relief. Pheeewwww!  Wedding yang lambat lagi, but kecoh je lebih-lebih.

On the other hand, I'm helding my tears. Part of me dah gatal nak kahwin. But the other part rasa cam nak stop the time. All of sudden, rasa cam singkat sangat hidup membujang with family around. After all the kecoh-ness that we have during the preps, I'll surely miss them like crazy once the big day is settled. Hukhukhuk..Gonna miss the warmth of love around me. Am currently having a conflict.  Conflict dalam diri, with split personality.

Eventually, I rasa 'moving to a new house with hubby' tu cuma valid on paper je kot.  Everyday pun nak balik 'kampung'. Bukan jauh nau. 0.5 hours apart je. Haisshh...

8 comments:

Mrs Drac said...

rasa benda yg same..kekadang rase gatai da nk kawin, kdg2 rase tak sedia lagi..heheh..bezanya..saye tak prepare ape2 lagi=p

zLa said...

ape? tak prepare apa2 lagi? 5 months to go rite? aiyyooo..relax je dia ni..wish i can be as cool as you! jealous tul..

Mrs Drac said...

tu bukan cool namenye..tu namenye kerja bertangguh..=p buat awl2 ok ape, tak kelam-kabut n bole buat ngan teliti..go!go!

zLa said...

haaa...klu awal sangat tu dah gelojoh namanya..hahahaha

~ mizzAmy ~ said...

hahaha... i pun punya perasaan macam tuh. bila tengok orang nak kawin, terus lah rasa nak je terima proposal dari si ehem.. but when i think it deeply, rasannya it's not the right time yet.

Sitti Nurarthirah nama yg cun:) said...

ouh lupa nk comment blog.alaaaa
rumah dkt.balik528 la rumah slalu:)

Sitti Nurarthirah nama yg cun:) said...

kakak aku balik ari jumaat tau.bkn khamis.suruh mak dtg naik naza.bnyk barang..okok2.luv u.muah2
xxoo

cHeRyNa PiReS said...

hmmm...anda membuatkan kak sha terfikir "what if"...

nasib dapat dekat dengan kampung, kan. Alhamdulillah:)